Wednesday, October 22, 2008
It's obvious aint it?
Your nothing in his eyes.
Must it be him?
You should open yourself up to many other choices.
Dont put yourself through so much pain anymore.
Baby, its about time you learnt to give up.
Forget it. Move on.
Then you can be happy.
Its easy to say these words to you.
But when it comes to myself.
I wish i could.
I really wish.
Your nothing in his eyes.
Must it be him?
You should open yourself up to many other choices.
Dont put yourself through so much pain anymore.
Baby, its about time you learnt to give up.
Forget it. Move on.
Then you can be happy.
Its easy to say these words to you.
But when it comes to myself.
I wish i could.
I really wish.
If you could see me now, 9:09 PM.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Worked with busu today.
As usual, fun and laughter with her around.
She never fails to bring sunshine to people.
The stupid things she does might be annoying,
but cos she is the one doing it,
it becomes funny and enjoyable.
Busu is younger than me by 4mths.
but she already has 2 kids.
son 3yrs old. daughter 4 yrs old.
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Hi Nubcake.
i miss the old you.
i dont know whats bothering u.
but i can sense something is.
i'll always be here if u need someone to talk to.
and dont keep on ignoring me man.
very emo de. =(
As usual, fun and laughter with her around.
She never fails to bring sunshine to people.
The stupid things she does might be annoying,
but cos she is the one doing it,
it becomes funny and enjoyable.
Busu is younger than me by 4mths.
but she already has 2 kids.
son 3yrs old. daughter 4 yrs old.
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Hi Nubcake.
i miss the old you.
i dont know whats bothering u.
but i can sense something is.
i'll always be here if u need someone to talk to.
and dont keep on ignoring me man.
very emo de. =(
If you could see me now, 1:18 AM.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Happy birthday daddy.
i love you to bits.
=)
=)
If you could see me now, 4:32 PM.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
= (
If you could see me now, 1:18 AM.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i think i did something wrong.
said things that i shouldn't have.
and i am feeling kinda sorry about it now.
i will try not to be so hot headed at times.
shall not be such a busybody anymore.
if i see things that i don't like, i shall just close my eyes.
if i hear things that i think sounds wrong, i shall choose to ignore.
i am gonna keep quiet for now.
silence is always the best. right?
said things that i shouldn't have.
and i am feeling kinda sorry about it now.
i will try not to be so hot headed at times.
shall not be such a busybody anymore.
if i see things that i don't like, i shall just close my eyes.
if i hear things that i think sounds wrong, i shall choose to ignore.
i am gonna keep quiet for now.
silence is always the best. right?
If you could see me now, 12:19 AM.
Monday, October 06, 2008
It feels so empty.
When you are all set out to do what u always wished for.
But found out that you can't at the very last minute.
Its the same feeling as,
When you finally made up your mind that this person is the one.
Then realise he will never ever be yours.
BAH.
after overnight lan yesteday, i realized i kinda miss pko.
from now onwards, im gonna log in whenever im bored.
to go sw/dw with jimmy.
he is someone who sincerely helps others.
and i admire him for that.
throughout my time in cabin svr,
he's the one who accompanied me through everything.
and i must really thank him,
for he gave me much support when i really needed them.
Thanks dude. =)
but hey,
i still love cabal more. =)
cos there are important people there!
for example Lyn <3 , heh bee, auntie sian, addicted, jb, n nubcake.
although nubcake seems abit distant recently. o.O"
Nth much to do in cabal everytime i log in.
Normally just FT with hebe. Recently got FT with auntiesian too.
Sometimes hunt derk with them.
Sometimes just afk in town do nth.
Next aim in cabal is to get a crit dmg helm!
Thanks to auntie sian's advise. ^^
Duno why am i writing all these.
Must be too bored. hah.
When you are all set out to do what u always wished for.
But found out that you can't at the very last minute.
Its the same feeling as,
When you finally made up your mind that this person is the one.
Then realise he will never ever be yours.
BAH.
after overnight lan yesteday, i realized i kinda miss pko.
from now onwards, im gonna log in whenever im bored.
to go sw/dw with jimmy.
he is someone who sincerely helps others.
and i admire him for that.
throughout my time in cabin svr,
he's the one who accompanied me through everything.
and i must really thank him,
for he gave me much support when i really needed them.
Thanks dude. =)
but hey,
i still love cabal more. =)
cos there are important people there!
for example Lyn <3 , heh bee, auntie sian, addicted, jb, n nubcake.
although nubcake seems abit distant recently. o.O"
Nth much to do in cabal everytime i log in.
Normally just FT with hebe. Recently got FT with auntiesian too.
Sometimes hunt derk with them.
Sometimes just afk in town do nth.
Next aim in cabal is to get a crit dmg helm!
Thanks to auntie sian's advise. ^^
Duno why am i writing all these.
Must be too bored. hah.
If you could see me now, 12:53 AM.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
god damn it.
in case you don't realize.
it affects my whole fucking mood.
in case you don't realize.
it affects my whole fucking mood.
If you could see me now, 1:21 AM.
